So,ehem! Annyeong ^_^
i hope u wont mind with this letter. It just, i dont know how to speak with others when i had something with them.
Hey,thank u for everything. Maybe, i can bow my head as many for the memories u gave to me. That's why, i really love my high school moments.
I still remember when the first time we meet. Hahaha, i'm so social-anti,that's why i'm so hard for find a new friend. Also, i'm so happy when u called me as ur bestfriend.
But,i'm sorry for betraying u. I might dont know about ur feeling that moment, but i know the feeling of betraying by someone. That someone is u.
I dont mad at u. I cant mad at u. I have been know that i'm going have a karma. Yes,when i'm going a far from u and betraying u with make another twitter acc. After that, i didnt realized that someday i will got karma. Yep, i know about ur new twitter acc since ago. I'm didnt stalking u,let's just call it ur friend is clumsy when she RT-ed ur twitt. And bcause i have bad feeling with that, i clicked ur acc and then i know that ur new acc (dont ask me how i know that).
It hurt...
It so damn hurt.
Ironic,this is just people called karma,huh?
And then, I pretended for didnt know anything and always keep my mouth shut. I dont wanna u mad at me and think me as a stalker. Once again, I'm not a stalker. I've been told u rite? My habit is watching people profile. And i know, it's bad habit. As u know, i have been changed it.
Another else,please let me say sorry for not being true friends. I dont understand what true friends meaning. Call me egoist. But, that something that i will change someday. I'm in my way for learning them. I try to understand people, I try to put myself under their shoes, and I try to not being egoist person anymore.
About being too nice to u,that's my habit also. I'm too caring with people around me. I'm too drama queen. It's just because i dont wanna lose them. I have phobia that afraid being lonely. But for u,in the end i lose,my best friend.
It so damn sad when u didnt accept my as my best friend anymore maybe just because 'that' (i dont wanna remember it anymore. Dont worry, i have real crush. And he's a guy ^^). Still, i still accept u as best friend cause i always comfortable with u. Is it okay?
With this letter, i just want u know the truth behind my lie and everything. Cause, i'm not the type who like speaking loudly, i prefer for write this letter. Hope u wont mind.
And,last but not the last. Dont know what i want for the last moment in this high school? I wanna hug u and taking picture with u, my friend. Ah,it's so embarrassing >///< cause, i always envy with them who can hug u and taking picture easily with u >_< (stupid me). Ah,forget it!
Then,this is not goodbye from me. I always say "see u next time".
Once again,hope u dont mind with this letter. Ah,also. Keep my words that someday i WILL change,please?
See u,my precious friend. 'Big sorry' and 'Super huge thank u' for u *bow 90 degree*
p.s : hope u like for the t-shirt. I make the design by myself. And sorry for not good and that words is annoying for u
-Jeje-
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